There's no kindness in your eyes

#random fact : im into the colour red fr the time being

I, shazana rashid will not lie the MWT's sweatshirt is 3x bigger the size of my small figure, as Epa would say "zana, you look like youre wearing a potato sack on you" thanks fr the compliment k -.- but the better side of it, its so comfortable to weaaar. here i am wearing it while Mr Droplets are outside. im literally freezing in here and adding to tht the air conditioner is approximately around 18 degrees.




























Mygaaawd, i almost forgot, i chopped of my hair!- shoulder length, no more curly murly at the bottom. im still adjusting myself to ths new hair cut, other than that i feel great with the new fresh free of split ends :)




a little of you know, im officially a guardian to 3 little rabbits. i got it fr my birthday present from one of my aunty whom i think is one of the most generous people standing on ths earth. she was completely stoned when it comes to my birthday present, instead she gave breathing little creatures to accompany me. hehe. it all happen when i got back from school finding a sort of white geometrical cage isolated behind the BBQ stand. my maid said my auntie dropped it of the night before like as a surprise ;) my brother and i fell in love the second us both layed eyes on them. as you can see in the picture below, the twins which are light chocolate brown in coloured are satin angora rabbits. the middle one is Lola! mine's is Cleopatra and my brother's is Fuzzball but unfortunately Lola died a week ago. i bet sya is gonna be devastated since i can see the love in her eyes when she held Lola recently.



R.I.P LOLA :(

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

#randomfact : i still have ths anxiety going to the dentist eventhough its has been almost three years wearing braces

Here i am typing the keys on ths laptop at 7.29 in the freaking morning in my white and red floral pajamas and literally half asleep as someone suddenly gave the shock of the day. once again, my second brother manage to suprise me with his appearance whenever his back from his pilot school in Kota Bharu. he has ths thing not telling the family when he's coming back, the next thing you know his infront if the doorsteps, smiling his guts out.


Ogos test just ended, some feel relieved no late night studying anymore, some feel restless as trial pmr and spm is just days away, and some even feel ohmygawd-i-want-to-blast-fireworks-right-after-the-school-bell-rings. well some of "that people" have the urge of doing tht, i mean common..dont you think thts a little over the top? its just a freaking damn test, its not like you just officially finished pmr or spm paper. goddd. chillex dulu. to think back i only got around a month to prepare for my trials. eee, you know how scary it is counting how many days left after the oh so big days come :s

Read my bestie, Fifa's latest post. i smiled knowing tht she watched Sorcere's Appreantice on the exact day and maybe the exact time with me. one of the reasons, ive been looking forward to watch this magical slash like a bit a Harry Potter's movie is because not of the jaw dropping effects or the fact that its agea ble to watch,its because my hunkie boyfie, Jay Baruchel is in it :D and he looks utterly (as usual) adorable in tht movie, with his swanky hair and his oh so to-die-for-grin. not mentioning the face when he's like super proud whenever he does something unexpected. ive been having a thing fr him since i saw him on Nick and Norah Infinite Playlist which is my all time favourite movie ever. the minute i layed eyes on him, i just know i had to google him, hehe.


Recently one of my juniors told me this story of this one girl and truth to be told, im still in shock wht she just told. its suprising to know wht you do, when youre deeply- madly-extremely inlove with someone, you tend to spend every last dime on wht he/she pursue, go to your lovers house eventhough its bloody miles away or even do something aggressive or harsh just because the smallest thing youre partner just did. to think back, funny..scratch that. creepy how people are these days :s


Today im feeling slightly down, knowing that by this second most of my gang including Dinney, Rahman, Syira, Aisya and Azim are off to Genting. Mak ALMOST gave the green light but she started to be the"wht if" type - what if something happens when youre in one of the rollercoaster, what if someone tried kidnapping you or stalking us kids, what if the transportation had technical difficulties otw back. i hate when she does tht, but hey, mother knows best ay :) so here i am a day long date with the books. i so need to catch up especially on History, my so favourite subj. Not. Anyways, im watching The Last Airbender with the usuals tonight. with all the crytics slamming the movie, i oh so hope theyre just being sarcastic ;)

and oh, i just found out tht Emma Watson chopped off her long golden locks for a boy-ish spunky due. im not saying i dont like it its just i like the long locks way better but if she's happy with it than :)

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Till then, love love

CHECK YES JULIET

ths weeks had been a oh-godd-drama-baby week. starting with Monday with ex seniors boys came to our school by dressing up as ordinary school boys. adding to tht, one of them even dressed as a chick..yes i said chick. equipped with tudung, kurung and wht stuff. they manage to be centre of the attention of the day. the reason they did tht is just because they missed being a school student, to me its bloody epiccc but not to the teachers. they got into a biiiiiig trouble and end up by escorted by the police. haha CLASSIC!

Tuesday was one fucked up day, everything was messed up. just because of ths someone's bloody mouth it almost destroyed my friendship with my two close friends. i was in a bad mood from beginning of the day until the evening. thanks god my tuition mates manage to bring my smile on my face again ;)


Wednesday was our class photo shoot. to remind back, its sad in around 4 month then astalavista baby! everybody will be parting ways, everyone has their dream to pursue. everyone has interesting jobs to discover and everyone has long vacations to enjoy for a whole 3 month. i cant really say wht our theme was ths year but wht i know is that it truly shined every each personality of us. with all the colours, smiles and laughters. is such a good combine to reflect how our, 5 Intelek is. even when we fight over with each other just because our math teacher gave danny an extra chocolate bar or how we burst into laugher whenever epa does his versatile-silly-faces-and-voices.

im glad things between us are getting better, rumors make us stronger-iqbal :)




Thursday and Friday was a bit tight. i was handeling the tee's fr the upcoming carnival. everybody was busy purchasing since the carnival only left one day to go. i manage to sell at least 20 tee's! Tyra and Sery were so proud of me ;) lol.


moving on to saturday, one of the coolest day ever. like you seen the pictures in the previous post, indeed i had fun. very tiring, but memorable time. went to klcc after tht with yed due to he still owe me my birthday present :p the plan was to buy a pair of Vincci shoes and then chow but plan changed, we walked around enjoying each others company but in the end i finally manage to score a acid wash skinny jeans, half stone wash denim jacket and a pair of rose red socks by Giordano. went to Subway since yed knew how much ive been craving their famous Subway Melt.


Boy, i was beyond glad spending the evening with you ;)


Sunday, i woke up by having a cold, runny nose adding to watery eyes. i was so uncomfortable tht i had to stay in bed all day. bapak and mak had their friends coming over for a small gathering. i came down to atleast greet them and show tht i exist in the house (haha jk), they were all like "zana, youre so skinny okay" . compliment or criticism? mhhhhm anyho, i really need to gain up weight since ramadhan is on next week.


well thts a quick review of my weekend, thanks for taking your 5 minutes to read my crap, hehe later sweets


till then, love love

Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance

who would think its probably me and my peep's last carnival day in Melawati. its always held around July every year, and suppose by that time everybody's busy with their college or continuing study or wht stuff. so i enjoyed every bit of ths day :)


i was outside waiting for my little girlfriend, Meen to pick me up. one of the reason i was so excited to see her was in a couple of minutes ill be the first witness seeing her smiling her guts outs with those new fresh braces, i swear to god she looks extra extra adoraaaah-ble. infront of my house, form1 and 2 were doing their "larian merdeka" which started 7.30 in the morning. i thought i was a bit late but the minute i came to school everybody was already there. haha typical little-miss-unpunctual.


everybody was busy handling each other's booth.since my two bestfriends, Dinney and Farghah are opening their own booth,being the good friend i am, i bought a vanilla coke float plus sweet honey bubbletea. so the thing was i went to Qisse's booth to purchase some Cabonara tht she made herself then suddenly one of ths girl thought i was one of the seller so she gave 1 buck as she wanted one of the balloons their selling and other people started paying to pay me also. haha i end up by selling their goods. i was wrapping the balloons, managing the drinks. had a good time actually despite the fact everybody wanted balloons so Sery, Danny and I had to pumped balloons and wraped them with pretty ribbons around it.



many from other schools came. some even dressed inappropriately, hehh. i even met ma darling, Merex! godd i still cant believe that was the first since us both only contacted in cyberworld. oh, i almost forgot my peeps and i made ths like game which we'll scream at people if they pass by infront of us. we laughed like hell seeing their face expressions such as frightened and even insulted. haha Lia even got scolded by Teacher Jannah bcse she scream like hell at her face.

Lia kene marah hihi :p

around 3, me and yed, adeeb, qisse, tyra, aida, baby, sery and her boyfie went to craven. yed and i went with adeeb and all i hv to say he has the coolest car ever! we even raced with tyra at kelangit. had drinks and just chill before yed and i headed to klcc.

my gaytards :)

Geng baru! :D

SPECIAL PERFORMANCE BY TICKET TO THE MOON!

newlyweds ;)

mhhhhm burritos ;)

BAAAAAAAH!

i love you hunny

sister love!

Mwt, where the history is made

HELLO MR BREEZE! ;)

ni muka menyangap

ni muka patah hati hahaha (gentle usha muka adeeb -_-)

senyum sokmoo!

muka menyampah dgn adeeb (and yes again, usha muka dia)

@craven

and oh, i just have to upload ths picture, awlololololo! ;)





hehe banyak kn gamba? i know. chow