I'll keep tossing rocks at your window

Went to Sungai Klah, Perak for the whole weekend. it feels great being there fr the second time ;)

Day 1

had breakfast at Felda Residence, right infront the place was the very own famous hot spring sungai klah. i thought the place will be a bit dull referring to the place which is located exactly in the freaking forest surrounded by nothing but palm trees. totally isolated from the city. we tour a bit since we didnt had nothing to do until dad has to go this conference at 2 pm. so we were driving our car and we passed by ths ATV X-treme park. what caught my eye was those big vehicles with large tyres adding to mud splurge all around that super fast 4 vehicle. my dad knew how much i love these things. as he would call me the adrenaline junkie among 4 of us ;) at first i got left behind due to the fucking gear problem, soon i got used with it i raced like HELL with them. surprise surprise i beat all of them. they were all stumbled seeing me passing the finish line regarding im the only girl racing. hah in your face suckaaah ;p after that ze parents went to ths spa nearby. so my brother and i decided to head home to take a dip on our very own hot spring infront of our door :D later that night, had bbq beside the lake. Uncle Hasyim kept teasing my height since i only grew a bit since he last saw me -.- Met his son, Hadfzi. my old childhood friend, we used to be so closeee back then. its nice keeping up with things, and oh he's so freaking tall and doing Medic in Egypt. funny how time flies..







Day 2

finally went to Hot Spring since we were heading back soon. i loved the reflexology part where you had to walk on thousands of rocks in around 50 degrees water. it felt goood, after those mumbo jumbos, we headed to ths village of orang asli. its interesting to see, how they live by being isolated from the crowd, civilization, entertainment and even education. they even put signs writing "dont ever treat us as animals just because we're orang asli". its sad knowing that they live with their live by being intimidated and threaten by us. their house are all made of 100% cengal or meranti. no hard cement, no 2 story houses.. nothing. to go there we had to pass ths big river, at tht moment i stoped to realise it was the exact river i had my recently girl guide's camp in May. good times ;)



went to my hometown rrrrright after that. my others cousins were there too, so got me really excited! spent the next 6 hours there and headed home. i was so exhausted tht i dozed off and ignored my phone completely.



till then, love love

SO IM GONNA LET THE BEAT DROP

i had a good saturday indeed. hehe. they day started off by handeling girl guide's explorace in school. i was incharge being one of the check points. it startedt a bit late than as planned, typical us girls :p it shocked me around 50 ++ girls came to participate. nicee! i loveeed the check point i was handeling, technically Raja and I had to rap around 30 places like supeeer fast and make the them repeat each and every single word we said without orderly, of course. the best part was, i get to fucking spray water straight into their faces if they get a single word wrong. hehe ;) as if i can be evil, but with permission ;p i think Lia was by far the most i sprayed, she kept making up places which is not even in the list, she kept yelling like ths little annoying kid who didnt get the candy she wanted whenever i sparyed her.hihi sorry Lia :p some of them for instance JAZ sprayed me bck because i accidentally sprayed her. haha hanks a lot dude

Syira's checkpoint

BEST PART EVER

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*rahman drew ths artwork for me as like an additional to his previous gift. thanks man :)

we're way cooler than you

thanks Raj sbb spray betul betul haha

dia kok ngomong akunya retiin endon deh

candito

around 11.30 Raja and i just had to excuse ourself bcse we have plans for our owns later. before i left i apologize to the girls because i kept spraying them repeatedly, haha. some of them were chill about it..some of them, im not really sure. maybe be fucked up pissed i guess? haha :s dad sent us both to WW. ze girls went to our own so co called paradise..the karaoke booth of course. it was my second time going but hell we sang like it was our first. i sang my guts out at Mr Brightside by The Killers. and i hv to say, we all enjoyed to the song You Belong To Me and Kiss Me. suddenly they suprised by each of them giving the presents before we all headed out.

Met Yed first and went straight to the bowling alley. i got a bit jiggly as its been ages since i touched those big-colourful-sized-watermelons but i cant just sit and just watch them play can i? while were busy hitting those pins, the boys came which is Danny, Epa, Rais, Lock and Zarith. until ths second, i still cant believe i scored the highest, hahahha. coolio

i was starving like hell since i only had a piece of toast bread fr breakfast, so we decided to grab a bit at Subway. i was a bit bummed that we had to eat outdoor at first bcse its the smokers area section but then sooner, i found out it was their plan to eat outdoor so they can light up the chocolate cake they wanted to suprise. hehe. sho shweeet. its basically for Rais and i, so we both blew the candles togethaa. suddenly,out of the blue danny said now im old enough to hear their dirty jokes. stupidddd -.- around 6, us all separated as the boys wanted to go to soccer later and since our moms are coming in 30 minutes, we managed to do a bit window shopping.

sent both ze girls and that was the time mom told me that she'll be picking me up in 45 minutes as she just arrived Jusco to do a bit shopping. nice kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn. yed was being sweet to wait with me patiently. so we decided to hang outside and just talk. its been ages since us both just sit and talk. it feels good, it really does.

mom came with a good mood (since it was my birthday kn :p) telling me that we'll have dinner at anywhere i want. of course i choosed my all time favourite place in Kg baru, so later that night the whole family went there. Dad gave a bright red Carpiso and navy blue DKNY bag. suddenly ths time he nailed it, hehe. Mom gave a flower stand to put candles in it and adik gave a bottle of er.. mineral water? haha. thanks anyway. love yous all!
so technically ive been walking non stop from7 am to 1130 pm. another coolio

till then, love love

NEWS FLASH, SEVENTEEN ALREADY BABY

Same birthday ;)

marilah kita beramai ramai on facebook haha

the only word i can say now is wow. i cant believe ive been living on ths planet earth approximately for 17 years. alhamdullilah ;)

from wht i know, ths year is waaaay better than the last one, i remembered i cried my eyes out on my 16th birthday. everything was messed up until i ran to the library school to be isolated from everyone. some juniors came up to me ask whether i was okay and end up i told them everyhting. wht happen, who made me sad to a bunch of little kids i barely knew, haha but they were the best audience ever, they made a circle and made ths really ethusiastic faces wanting to hear, to think back of it, it wasnt that fucked up, its just me being too emotional on little things. typical me.



i came to school a bit late from usual, not suprised if i receive a demerit from one of the teachers. heh, moving on, i literally ran to my class not wanting to be late to my add math's class. suddenly Tyra came up to me and hugged wishing birthday. she gave ths sort of teddy bear box with a beautiful ribben wrapped over it. at the same time Meen gave a box of famous amos chocolate, my favourite! :) both managed to trick me as they said they didnt have anythng to give me ths year. hehe.

time moved on to recess, something happened. i broke down into tears just because of ths someone, nice kan? dinney and yed tried to cheer me up, the best advice dinney said "a birthday girl shouldnt have shed tears on her birthday k, let me that smile agan ;)" i love that girl. the funny things was, people i dont even talk to wished too, haha swear to god didnt tell them -.-

had pandu's meeting while rest of the schoolmate had to go to ths Israk Mikraj speech in the hall. syira returned my toy story cup which i left in her a car with a hidden suprise in it. she gave all sort of colourful straws from Ikea which is like comel gila ok. someone on formspring asked who wished first? well technically Amad was the first one who texted, Yed was the first one who called and Tyra Tan was the first one wishing at school :)

got back finding my adik giving me the sneakiest smile ever. i was a bit curious at first but sooner or later i ignored him. finally i knew the reason he was acting so puuhh-reaky, i stepped into my room, finding a raspberry vanilla cake with a candle on it, a handmade card and a "Iloveyou" night lamp on my bed. at first i was confident it was from my dad but the minute i saw the hand writing i knew it was from my bestfriend, Rah. to me that is one of the sweetest thing ever someone had done, for her to go through all that trouble and shits just for me, all i can say your a keeper ;) she came 15 minutes earlier bfre i came home to do all of that. thanks rah, love you, always.

around 3, suddenly my bell rang.Rahman, Meen, Dinney, Aisha and Zaf came to my house each and everyone of them bringing food. at first i thought they were really fucked up hungry but they planned earlier to do a "little birthday party of our own". both of my favourite besties, Man and Dinney gave a brown vintage bag which im utterly inlove in it. hehe thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks dolls. later we had ths sort of photoshoot in my living room, that second i realise how lucky i have them which i call as "friends" :) around 6, everybody completely dozed off on the couch and the floor. leaving Meen and me awake, so we camwhored instead.

thanks guys :')

hehe
mengada tapi mcm comel kn? hahaha





gentle usha muka Meen haha :p



after tuition Jaji bought a ribena squeeze and my favourite a pack of strawberry gum to make it up becse he forgotted to wish, haha. thanks dude. abang jeb picked me up, he secretly hide his present behind the seat which i was sitting. At the entrance of my house,he suddenly stopped the car and said "im sorry i cant afford to give the shoes you wanted but i really hope you like my and kak efa's (his girlfriend and maybe my future sister in law hehe) present. i was like so touched from someone very close to me say that. he gave ths crystal jewellery box with a bit glitter at the side of the box. now i hv a new home for my baby rings! was supposed to go to watch Day and Knight at 11.55 pm but i have a long day tomorrow so no movie night bcse i have to wake up early in the morning :(

one thng is for sure, if i had a replay button fr today ill be pressing it god knows how many times ;)

till then love love

Sitting here with a blank expression

#randomfact : im turning seventeen in less than a week

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when youre starring at your phone in your lap

And hoping but them people never call you back

I cant stop listening to Airplanes by Rock Goddes, Hayley williams and oh-so-talented B.o.B. It somehow calms me, whenever im feeling down or something i need some kind of tune that makes me dance like hell but ths song sure is the exact opposite plus stucked in my head.

Still wearing the exact clothing on my back from an outing with Syira. Had an exhausting day with my old time fwennz Syira but other thn that i truly had fuun eventhough its only two of us. We had to buy things dinney ordered and i secretly manage to score a Ruby Red pensil box. finalllyyyyyyy, ive been bugging my friends to buy me a pensil box fr my 17th birthday (hahahha), somehow the current one im using is getting smaller by the second. theres to much stationary to put in :( i wanted to buy the exact one i just bought in Magenta Pink but sadly it didnt hv the size i wanted, damn -.-

Lady Zaza

khas di-style-kan oleh cik syira ;p

yang hujung skali belah kiri muka mcm syira kan? hahahhaha, dia ckp yang biru tu mcm aku, kuang aja -.-

Hey soul sister

Went to Pasar Seni to survey some things fr the upcoming event. after all the 3 hours walking, us both decided to go to Klcc to survey fr some shoeeees. syira wanted to buy new flats so i helped her picking out tht suites her. all i hv to say, she looks good wearing sky high heels, no joke especially with cream coloured heels. hehe. Grabbed a bite at MacD first then tried almost all the shoes in Nose. Bumped into Yang Rafiqa and his boyfie, both ethusiastic wearing matching portugal jerseys and Mary too! all went to seee Eclipse

Zana : Eh Yang, nak pegi tengok Fifa World Cup ke? :p
Yang : ohhh mentang mentang aku pakai jersey ni pegi kl haha

Syira : padahal en portugal dh kalah aw

Zana : TEPEK DOOO

Yang : ni namanya setia, dh kalah pun still pakai ok

She also tought me korean languange since she's a big fan of it but i added a bit indonesian/filipino accent in it so she kept bursting into laughters whenever i tried saying a word -.-

EH i left my Toy Story cup in her car. aduhai

With the jack and the jukebox

#randomfact: me and numbers just dont click

You know when seing in the screen tv models hurrying back stage and saying"oh the atmosphere in the backstage is-oh-so-tight. everybody and almost everything is total chaos. people running here and there finding the designer clothing with their names on it, running to the make up stand to ask the make up artist to touch up with high expensive cosmetics brands and after all that comosions run through the runaway,walk with no emotion plastered on your face as thought nothing happen and strike your fiercest pose". well im a bit exaggerating but that happened to me in school today. It was pratically my first time handeling bck stage as people kept asking wht to do, where to make next move. it was extremly eexhausted being a director.




Teacher Fidzah stumbled us all by shifting our turn from number three to number one. so all of us had to turn into our drama outfits in a millisecond. the unexpected happen.each single of us were literally sweating like a pig, rushing here and there. the rest, we'll leave to the jugde. from wht i learn, my classmates were the best. we grew a bond through out ths process and fr that i thanks all of you guyyyyyyzzzzz and oh thanks to others fr sending texting and calls wishing luck. really really appriciate it ;)



Someone made me pissed*scratch that. someone made us all pissed during the event was over, i was frustrated with that someone's attitude and the thing tht someone did. i felt like cursing whenever i look at that someone. Kimakk. Dinney and Shaa accompanied me home to comfort me after wht happen. it was fun, dinney said it was our very own girls day. hehe. after watching The day the earth stood still while having lunch, us three dozed off until the late of evening.


Dinney decided to sleepover so we all ordered pizza and had movie niiiiight. dinney was super physced bcse her fav team Germany was on that night, so she and adik stayed up until 2 in the bloody morning while i was busy sleeping in my comfortable sheets, hehe



so here are some pictures some of you were waiting

sya's mom did our make ups

i know, i'm so tall kan

WE LOVE MWT!

by far my fav class. they were dancing to the song Baby by JB

peeps who's been standing with my bloody temper along ths whole process haha

sama tinggi (PADAHAAALLLL)

wht dup homie?

LOL-ing with Nabb and Danny !

familia .



aint ma homies all pwetty ;)

so thats pretty much how my saturday went

till then love love