Ya Allah, i pray the best fr the people for there. Hope everything returns back to normal and peace soon, Amin. ths video at japan gives me the chills by just watching it, cant imagine the people there who is mostly stranded at the airport :S

much love!

When I play it for 'em, they just say it's wack.

as you can see, i changed slash updated every detail in my page. i got bored by the old one. hehe.

SO HOW IS EVERYBODY? :-D

for me nothing =happened much. i got my old Riot! phone (well not actually mine :p) back...so yay me no more lonely music-less nights!

I got bck from ths education fair at klcc with abang tersayang. to think abt it.. only a few days till spm results. YIKES. so tht pretty much pushes me to think wht coarse am i gonna take. after 30 minutes explanation from one of ths guy who's in charge with the fair, i got hooked up by taking mass communication in IACT, college. but my passion would be drifting more to take Psychology in any university or college. tht ws my dream since i ws in form 1.

BUT then again after hearing mum lecturing on hw tough the coarse will be, im thinking of taking lab science. Insyaallah. well im not even reassure my self, so let brace ourself and hope for the best, Amin.

much love!

I am bound to you so much, so young I’ve faced on my own

ok first of all, i miss work! i miss the environment, the people, the customers. ahh, i wonder how is Alain Delon without me ;p hehe. my fellow colleagues hd been sweet people by texting "plz do come bck, we miss you" or begging me to hv lunch during their break time. ahhh, no words can describe hw much i miss them..


moving on, since i hv a lot of spare time. ive been catching up with the latest movies. for instance

1. Burlesque.

i wtched it with my fello colleagues. the dance routines, shimmering costumes and fucking brilliant vocals from Christina Aguilera are to-die-for. and may i say, cam gigandets is yummylicious! and note to girlfriends, advise to not wtch ths with your boyfriends cz a friend of mine did the same thing and got pissed by her boyfriend who ws amazed wtching the dancers in tight sexy-fied outfits. LOL


2 . 127 Hours
wtched it with my one only, Yed. as usual james franco is utterly adorable in it. the moral of the movie is pretty much simple : tell your family and friends where are you going and do not, and i repeat DO NOT ever go hiking alone. chances are something bad will happen and aint nobody gonna help ya budd.




3. im dying to wtch sucker punch, black swan and no strings attached. oh well finger crossed i got enough $$ to watch em all!

much love!

This club is heating, this party’s blazing.

wow ive been MIA for the past few month. havent got the time to update anything but no fear, im here!


a lot hd happened, for instance i quit my job recently. believe it or not, being a promoter aint tht easy pie as you see at some stores. you hv bloody choosy customers, working hour as if its forever, you HAVE TO STAND for 8/12 hours a day. i mean you get my point..

other than tht i just registered for my licence. *i knw so lame right baru nk register ;p* oh well, better do then not ay.. if youre a good friend of me, youll knw hw ive been dying to get behind the wheels. in a couple of weeks my dream will be established! next monday will be my computer test. do wish me luck!


ive been spending a lot time with my friends and family since the theres no burden on my shoulder anymore. i mean i have time to actually sit down and hv dinner with my family, from time to time ill cook for dinner. i also get to just hang and chill with my homies. you see the perks of unemployed kid ;)

much love!

"no matter how hard i tried, i was never good enough for you"









yknw the feeling tht you wish you can run to a small island and isolate from everyone and drama and shitz? yeah .. im having those times. fuck all promises, fuck people who say forever, fuck whoever said friends are always there when you need them . funny how you think people are alwys there when you need them but in the end theyll end up with the bloodiest excuses, and all they can do is apologise ugh. the longer i think about it, nobody deserves second fucking chances. bullshit

Ok Lil Mama Had A Swag Like Mine

as some of you may knw based on my facebook picture or you heard from me, myself, i am nw currently the official promoter in Alain Delon. its a paris brand which sell almost everything from men's long sleeve attire for work to black bold suits for meeting. my supervisors are the best, the environment is swellllll, i even made friends with a sabah-ian and a err rempit? hahahahha PLUS i hv my budd Del just beside the place i work, so i couldn't ask any better job thn ths ;-)

basically i only get one day off in a week, when tht day comes, i just hv to spend it with my peeps. everbdy nw are damn bloody busy. literally. with some of them are at overseas, some of them are registering A-level in January intakes or some of them isolate at home doing nothing ..

every chances i get, ill at least hv tutts frutts session with Meen, movie day out with Fifa or even a simple lunch date with Mary and Amad.



before i forget, my first brother Abang Hash is getting engaged tmrw at subang. ahh, time .. Y you fly so fast ;)

much love!

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES !

may 2011 be a rocking ass year :B

Drop it baby, just drop it like it's hot

since my baby girl up here is spending her holiday in Indonesia, i would like to take ths opportunity to wish her a big 17th birthday ! finally ure now one of us :p haha. i remember last year, i gave her a sketched picture of us, i hope she still haves it.

if i had to imagine the type of a sister i always wanted it had to be her. she's like a lil sister to me. we swap clothing everytime a hangout together, we call each other talking about the crappiest thing we can think and to top tht, she's a good secret keeper which now its kinda hard to find someone who can just seal your secrets.

anyway, Alhamdullilah i say Allah swt hv gave such a good girlfriend, i wish you the best in life, love.

Something like a Sunset, oh you're a shooting star

this picture up here ws taken on my little's gurlz birthday, meen! so wht better way thn to make a post specially for her! (well technically i do it for every of my close friends haha) the plan ws to actually celebrate it with movies w some of our other close friends but mum told tht we had to leave to Sepang early . so wht i did ws i pranked Meen telling her i had to stop by her house to give a chicken pie my mum just made. and of you were wondering, yes she believed every single word i said hahahah . i surprise her with a slice of hazel cheese and a a neatly wrapped shimmering gift. after hours spending time together, i had to run bck to continue packing. jst wnna let yknw i love you lots k kecik!


so my family abducted me to gold coast sepang for our holiday. the best things about the resorts were it ws located right on top of the sea. so you can imagine it right? everyone there ws awesomeeeee. i technically spent my Christmas there. we went to ths Christmas concert where there were lights and dance floor open for everyone who stays in tht resort. everyone were dancing like theres no tmrw with their santa and elf-ish costumes. later tht night, we all wtched Despicable Me. one of the cuuuuuutest movie ever k.


ths vacation really get my mind off some things fr temporally. i hv many on my shoulders now. with licence, finding a job around kl plus my brother's engagement is a couple of weeks away! so yeah thts pretty much it. may i say to all of my friends, Merry Christmas !! ;)


till then, love love

If you’re one of us, then roll with us

can i say "IM FINALLY A FREE BITCH!!!!" 864 times? lol. after 11 years of wearing those clean white uniforms, dragging all those text books, listening to the discipline teachers blabbing about the rules, its finally over. the minute the school bell rang, in a split of second it hit me, ths is the lst time we all will be hearing this school bell rings :') well unless you live really nearby to the school, then you are force to hear the bell rings everyday lh kn. haha.

everybody ws rushing back to suit up fr prom later tht night BUT being the usual me, i hanged with Epa, Del in the car screaming on top of our lungs because seriously no words can explain hw relieved our spm ws over! tht kinda explain my ( becoming worst) bad sore voice now :s funny hw people who call me these past few days hv been "whts up with the voice? are you dying man??!" haha.


as i ws getting ready, Shira and her lovely cousin, Mira came over to see my dress and help me get ready, Mira did most of the make up. she's a hell of a makeup guru k :D later on, Del Nazli and Nazmi came over to pick me up. so the thing is, as we were on our way, Del "intelligently" used a way tht he never used before and we end up stranded in the middle of KL, literally.


everyone looked all glam up tht night! from silver sequins dresses to long flowing dark tone dresses. i ws in the same table with both of my bestfriends, Rhman and Dinney. there were performances by Radhi OAG, Ticket to the moon and many more,seeing evrybdy moshing like fuck brings bck memories during MWT unplugged :) but to me the highlight of the night ws seeing all the girls in sexy-fied outfits with full feather masks and a top-to-toe dressed robot choreographed dancing fr Caprice and Nik Irfan's opening act . it ws sickkkkk!~









and oh did i mention, Yed and I won the award for sweetest couple? shocker right, trust me i, myself am still taking time to believe ths haha




*would like to thnks all the prom committe, you guys are the best and two thumbs up from me yawz ;)

D-I-N-O-S-A-U-R!

#randomfact : i paint my nails once in two years, yeah

thanks to yed, he borrowed he's sony ericsson phone and now im addicted to all the songs in his phone. especially ke$ha's. i probably hear to her album everyday, hahah.

anyway, my bestfriends and i celebrated my sister, fifa's birthday today. like always we karaoke-d us girls only...well plus Del but i consider him as girl already since always like to gedik gedik with me kan. the last time i went karaoke-ed was....on july, yeah on my birthday! yes, thats right. so long kan? truth to be told, imma not a-big-of-fan-singing-using-microphones. im more comfortable doing it at home, in my shower, alone :) haha i sound so pathetic.

we watched Takers. DAAAAAAAAAAAANG, since 2010 is coming to an end plus i didnt watch tht much movie in this period of year, this movie would hv to be on top of my list best movies in 2010! the thrilling action gave me goosebumps everytime they lash out their super tight weapons and not to mention, Hayden Christensen looks so fickin hot in this! he's my new love interest :-)

OH! i bought a vintage sterling turquoise ring & a turqoise nail polish from elianto. im addicted to that colour, its so fresh and soothing to look at! later we all had lunch for the second time at Little Wok Kitchen. as usual we act like theres nobody's watching, even our waiter had a big headache taking our orders. haha. Del gave all of us a ride home. vain, video cam & camewhored in the car.

went for dinner at sakura kristal with dear familia later tht night. the funniest thing happen, i posted tht i ws at sakura kristal on my twitter. suddenly Del tweeted the same thing but i tried finding him but failed miserably. suddenly he came to the table and greeted my family. haha niceee


thanks fr reading,i want to go study now, byebye

till then,

Ryan's birthday bash

#randomfact : i never shisha-ed. never in my life.

my night was well spent with my-wacky-ass-guyfriends at Del's. we all went to Ryan's birthday which is Del's little nephew. did i mention he has the chubbiest cheek ever? i made him cried twice because of my bloody slr flash :(


i ate almost everything thats was there. dont blame me everything looks yummilicious k. they boys even insisted many times to eat, they got all worried because im too skinny -.- yes, i get it. you want me to have muscles like you guys :p we later as usual camwhored, surprisingly are 6x times vain-er than i am. they''' be like "weh come here, take my picture posing like this" . theres this part when they wanted me to snap a photo they all jumped together. i end up snapping around 10 pictures because they kept wanting more haha. boys will be boys ;p

the minute we all stepped into the car because they wanted to sent me home, Meen sent a text telling me not to go, she'll be here any second. 5 minutes later she came and i only hanged with her 2 minutes only :( anyway with all the spm commotion, it felt good taking one night off and just hang . thanks guys x

till then, love love

Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

#randomfact : yed and i are very the adorableee. hahahahha

whenever i see the date 14 oct plastered on my calendar wall, the first things that pops in my mind is tht boy in the picture up there has proudly turn a year older :)


he may not be the type, calling me every night wishing goodnight and sweet dreams or do those lovey dovey stuff but atleast he tend to walk me back home when i missed my transportation, goes to Subway when im craving for one and writes an apology card when he screws up. he's just special in his own way.


so on his birthday, i took the day off and celebrated it at KLCC. we watched The Others Guys which was frickin hilarious! i cant stand looking at Will Ferrel, even when he doesnt do anything, its still funny. you get me? haha. after we had a good laugh, we had dinner at McD. so heres the thing happen. i was busy tweeting while he ws having dinner. i ignored him completely, until he got fed up and played with his phone. after i ws done with the bb, i talked to him and he ignored me back as a payback :( haha so evil tht boy. and oh get this us both coincidentally wore grey on tht day, hehe.


he brought a tons of cash but still not sure wht to spend it on. so we went window shopping, at the same time im ws browsing fr a clutch or prom dresses since Ilaina said the dresses here are devineeee. after hours of searching, he ended up buying me Lauren Conrad's Book since he knew how much i love tht book. to me its one of the top 10 sweetest thing he has done fr these past years. i know to you guys its just a book but for someone to splurge their birthday money on something you like, thts deep.
for this year, i bought him a macadamia chocolate & vanilla cake, a card and a picture frame of us so tht he can see how adorable i am every night :) hahahahha. my friends whom had seen this picture, (down there) the first thing tht pops in their mind is "akad nikah" haha. its sad knowing tht this might be the last present for him :(



all i know is, thts he has been a great friend fr these 3 years although sometimes i feel like giving a big slap fr being very the annoying but yeah, happy birthday my favourite boy! x






till then, love love

OCTOBER PALS

randomfact : everyone on this list were in the same primary school with me :)

Jazrina -11 oct

this little cutie is by far one of the sweetest girl i know. we used to be so close back then in form 1 since us both were in the same class, 1 Bakti. i get along with her perfectly. we had girl guides activities together and even dance class. if i had to name one person who's addicted to all-things-related-with-Korean-movies-boys-singers, it would definitely be her. get this, she even went to super junior's concert this year. told ya she's one die hard fan ;p even though we both are busy with each other's shit but i still try my best catching things up with her.

Rahman - 12 oct

where to start..where to start. weve been best budds since i cant remember. i dont feel like slipping into fancy clothes, make sure my hair is in the proper place, i never bothered tht i look like crap whenever im with him.


he's one of my pals who is extremely talented when it comes to arts. he even drew a red rose picture for my birthday recently, everybody got jealous, hahahahha. the best moment i had with him ws my parents had to pick me up late one night, so i had to stayback at his house together along our other gangs, Dinney and Ayie. so we had maggi, watch a round of movies and just hang. that were the days, i really hope after all these exams, things return to way there are + i hope you love the Paddini watch we bought for you!

Marhaini -17 oct

this just pop in mind. on her birthday i didnt wished her at 12.00 am like other people did but instead i wished 20 hours late. hahahah wht a good bestfriend i am kan ;p i called and immediately turn onto loud speaker. since Dinney, Ira and Sya stayed over my house tht night, we all sang her happy birthday... well more like screaming happy birthday at her. from hearing of her voice i knew she was blushed seeing me do tht fr her :)

theres this thing, if i go window shopping or even go for a stroll at the nearby park with her is that people (normally guys) cant get their eyes off this girl. i mean, why not? she's pretty, superbly intelligent and did i mention single? ;p my first expression on her that i really thought she ws a snobby-thinks-she's-good type of girl. Oh mann, i ws wrong! her down to earth and graceful makes me comfortable being with her. I miss her infectious laugh, lame jokes and even spending the whole day in her room doing photoshoots of our own but first and for most, i miss her.

Fifa - 21 oct

if you are a close friend or a classmate then youll know how much times in a day she bugs the hell out of me. a days is not complete without us fighting but somehow in the end well bounce back together kn baby ;p weve been bestfriends since standard 5 so you do the math how long weve been sucking up with each other chaos, hehe. if i can label her it would be "unbiological sister" she has the most wisdom advices, her matured way of bringing her self around people makes me look up to her. OMG, this just hit me. she has this weakness when shes in a bad mood, i always never fail to make her burst into laugh. told ya she loves me too much ;p and oh i surprised her days after her actual birthday with a banana cake, chocolate indulgence and i forgot this name of the cake. she was suprised, like really surprised like this ---> :OO hahahaha, i loved the fact tht she enjoyed it.


till then, love love

RUMAH TERBUKA!

so if youre around the neighbourhood, you can see theres a big white and gold tent vertically standing outside of my house ( only if you know where i live, i hope you dont) . theres too much to elaborate, one of the highlights of the evening ws meeting my 3 favourite childhood gang : Fawwaz, Isdiha & Shahir whom i last met was 5/6 years ago. theyre all buffed up, has mustache,scruffy looking dudes. all so tall. they even said i ws the exactly girl they used to babysit in Nottingham bcse im still all hyped up and talkative, ahhh nice knowing that ;p

the 3 things i kept constantly hearing on that day ws :

1. zana sekarang dkt Universiti mana?
2. apa facebook zana? nanti masukkan gamba, tag lah ye
3. boyfie zana tak datang ke?

obviously, i didnt even passed my spm yet, no i dont have a freaking facebook, i dont even bother to care all other my family members has one and lastly, no my boyfie tk datang lah makcik makcik sekalian. haha and to top of that, most of them who came including my parents fellow workers, neighbours thinks ma home nigga, Del is my boyfie, greaaaaat!

an openhouse isnt complete without my peeps so as you can see in the picture that are the soms who made it. i would thanks you guys a bunch for taking the privilege to come! x

later that night, was the relative side. i think the amount who came was exactly like the morning batch. dont blame the genes baby ;p and get this, i have ths new little cousin which i call her baby ziq, she made fake tears and "pretended" crying infront of me because i accidentally played with her toy. the minute i returned the toy, there she was silent as a mouse and even smiled at me back. dude!! acting does runs in the family :') LOL .


all the commotion ended around 1 in the morning . ths day ws by far the beeeeeeeeeest day of my life. i say that a lot kan? aduih, but really i had a blast + satisfied! thanks loverzzz

the night batch! x

i think that would make it, hehe. thanks for wasting 5 minutes of your lives at my blog. byebye

till then, love love.

Uh oh! There was a monster in my bed

so heres the thing, i have this cousin who's name will not be mention here, scared that he'll PROBABLY read ths. whatever moving one. so one day as we were texting, he suddenly asked why i didnt have a facebook. wOw, what a joy. that's the 385 times someone asked me in ths raya period! so he told me that our little baybay cousin Iman apparently has a facebook of his one, and get this, HE'S ONLY 7 YEARS OLD K. that really hit me plus that now i feel like im really outdated~
he kept saying i was kuno enough not to have one but he kinda took a bit since i got a twitter account. so he made a bet, if he does a twitter acc in return i have to promise him to do a fb acc. since i really extremely superly thought he ws fooling around, i took the bet with confidence. the next morning, i got a text for him saying : zana i did my twitter acc last night! now its your turn :)

FML