Sunday, February 28

Sports Day!

cik nombor 3 kita :p

sesi mengikat rambut



candid by Farhan Aiman


antara budak paling boyan pernah dijumpai :p haha


hi nama saya petani, dan itu kawan saya, Abu!






currently listening to bla bla bla by Kesha, definitely my fav song for now.soooo lst sunday was my sports day at MPS, Selayang. woke up around 5 and gathered at the school at 6.30 am. i was incharge of giving the foods to the atheletes and teachers. i rather do tht thn taking any parts in any schools run again :) so the morning started of well by giving foods to all of the teachers. oh ya, we all weared ths new girl guide's tee. the best part is, at the back of the tee, it wrote "i have the right to be me". everyone was, weh cantik do baju. ceeeeeeeeeeh hehe. hanged with Mary today, damn i miss tht hot amoi of mine. i slept on her lap and we talked and talked until i slept like seriously tertidurr punya. haha. dinney, meen and ain kept calling me boyan yang ada class. hahahha, bcse lately i've been learning new words so sometimes having a talk with them i kept saying words tht they barely understand. dinney once said,

"weh apa dh jadi dgn awak oh? cara ckp dh macam boyan dh, wht did your classmate do to my bestfriend?

lol, i laughed when she said tht. hehe, yed kept calling to sit with him, so i did. his friends and i were cheering like fuck during our friends were running. people were giving us the cold stare, kisah pulaaaak. my friends, zila, farah, fatin, epa entered the running events. and now my voice is kinda sore but most of them won so yeah is pretty much worth it :-) farhan was being the pro photography snapping our pictures :p oh ya soh and yed tried to tie my hair, and truth to be told, you guys need practise, haha. bersepah gila ikat. suprise suprise in history of Melawati is the first time our very own rumah ungu menaaaaang! i was shocked :O haha so i guess i owe syira and meen apology for saying rumah ungu sucks. haha, but i was wrong ay :p got back around 3.30 pm. sleeeeept until 7, more pictures at Meen's camera. upload later, bye!





till then love love

So cut to the chase kid, i have no time

Okay 3 days instantly non stop walking is hell. i think ths saturday was by far the most tiring day. i slept at 4.30 am and started activities from 7.30 in the morning until 12.30 am. yeaah. the day started by handeling girl guide's scavenger hunt. syira and i was nervous things wont go the way as planned but the minute my friends and other girls told me they had a blast got me relieve all the way ;) me and the AJK'S painted all of the girls with various of colours. to me,the tasks was pretty hard but being a bit brutal aint no harm ay? finished around 12.00 pm, got back to take a shower and came back at 12.30 pm for kawad practise. bad news i've got the bloody sunburn again! :( around 4 went to softball practise. walked back with syira, faiz, shawn and aiez. syira told me tht her cousin of hers, mira was at her house. so i told her i hv ths ability to know things tht she didnt know. i told her tht Mira was wearing a blue tee and three quater pants or a low knee skirt. she told me she texted if i'm right. so i hope i got it riiiiight! :D



Meet our own rockstar, Nanabiilllaaa


i loveeeee ths photo


syira and i handeling the game "Guess and Tell"


the Bloody Leeches group


paper dressing task


penat gila tau sebenarnya


teaching my fav song, tepuk piu piu! :D


ITS A WRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!




got back around 6.15 pm and got ready for Iqbal's sis wedding at dewan perdana felda at jalan maktab. went to fifa's and she make up-ed me by doing the famous Lauren Conrad's makeup eye. i had blast with the peeps of mine. Luke and Arain came first, hanged with them for a bit. thnks eh luke for being extra annoying lst night -.- raja,danny, epa, tasuim, amad, rais and the others came later. epa for the first time commented i looked pretty, he was so hard to give compliments. so yeah thnks ay dude :] took tone of pictures, welllll tk best lah kalau tk vain kn? ;p haha jk. AND OMG, i met the pretty artist,dania danielle, and ths guy from Tari Tirana. got back around 12.30 am and slept like a baby!


The guy in the middle is Mubaraq, Iqbal's brother. dude kalau kau baca ni, aku nk ckp abang kau cool gila tau, haha.

Saturday, February 27

selamat maulidul rasul



Selamat Maulidul Rasul to all Muslims :-)



So just hush baby, shut up

Qisse called me earlier telling me about ths, its ths charity thingy for prom. to those melawati peeps do contact if interested, and believe me, you don't want to miss it ay :-)



MELAWATI UNPLUGGED!






Melawati Unplugged is an event to showcase local talents. The local music industry is slowly declining, and we need to show people what we've got! So come on over if you want to have some fun with your friends and see some amazing live performances :) Tickets are at only RM20 per person!

Performances by ;

Pia Zahari,
Hello Planet Earth,
Alternate Zebras,
Ticket To The Moon,
Aiman Aziz and Friends,
Imran and Friends,
Fabiolla Netto,
Zulaiha Shereen,
Afiqah, Eli and Qeys,
and many more!


*There are a limited number of tickets. Tickets sold are on a first come, first served basis :)

*For more information, please call :

Fabiolla - 0173483498
Ofiellia - 0172782139
Qistina - 0129178426

Friday, February 26

sistaaah day

i thought today would be a day off for me, but as always, i'm wrong. haha. i was sleeping when syira called me, she called around 10.15 and told me there was a meeting of the AJK'S at 10.30 am. haha nice kn? i quickly took a bath and had mihun downstairs. zue came to my house and us both went with syira to Choice. met with dinney, nikki, deedee, raja and hanie later. finished our meeting and had lunch together. went back around 2, and sooo penat. met syira at the apartment to give some stuff and she invited to the brownies together. she went back to my house, got ready and straaaight to her house. IT TOOK US 4 BLOODY HOURS TO DO THE BROWNIES. cool kn? syira is one hell of a baker. kalau awak baca ni jangan bangga tau wak? ;p haha. played with Adam a bit, he threw a solid spoon at me, got me furious at first but awhile i thought, kids are like tht. he's stiil so adorable tho. gave mak to try the brownies, she said is was delicious! yay!

time ni dinney dh stress daaah haha





lama tk makan roti canaaaaai


i know kiterog comel kn? hahah jk



ADAM BUGET COMEEEL :P i told him to do the peace!


hahah sumpah ignore the muka do, bukti bekerja keras ni choh



time ni tengah sorok from adam, he was following everywhere we're going

one word, YUM


time ni dh penat gila, adam was being silly and cracked us all up


rockstaaaaar sikit. teringat lagu situasa, perempuan dkt wangsa walk tu sumpah kelakar gila -.-




got back around 7, got ready and had dinner at Sakura Kristal with the family. i saw someone tht i never thought i would meet, hihi :D danced to the song telephone by lady gaga in the car. my dad was like kenapa laaaa dgn anak aku ni, haha. tomorrow is gonna be a full schedule for me. kn dylan kn? haha. my bed is calling meeee, later xx


till then, love love

All-Nighter

"zana usha mengancam do" by Amad Irsyad


its 3.32 am and i still can't sleep. maybe bcse i took a nap in the evening before. i feel so numb right now. i barely feel anything. i don't feel like talking to anyone right now. maybe chicken pie downstairs cn cheer me up? heeeh no. i need entertainment, i need someome who's willing to do anything tht i demand. i want someone who cn jump of a cliffe for me, or make me a big sculpture of myself, or take me to Genovia( haha dlm cerita Princes Diaries -.-) i saw Bridget Marquardt (former playboy) doing ths like adventure show such as travelling places she's never been before and trying new stuff such as driving ths cool jeep in the middle of the dessert, trying new food, going snorkelling in of the most beautiful beach in the world. wht if i do tht? it would be hell of fun. meeting new people, trying new stuff, i'm always up for a new adventure, especially revolving around speeding fast vehicles


Right after add math paper was over, me and ze girls talked about how relief we were after tht paper and talking about some tv shows . at the back of the class was the famous strict caunselor, Ckgu Fairuz. he was with all the boys discussing something important i guess. so as i was blaberring(you know how i story kn, kene ada tangan gerak gerak, kene buat mimik muka kn? haha) i accidently looked back and saw all the boys including the teacher was starring at me like i did something wrong. i stopped and i said apaaaa? Ckgu told the boys "mak aii, kalau dia ckp bukan kemain". maybe sometimes i do hv to control my volume. lol.
there's ths video my friend jst sent to me, it was recorded 3 days before Valentines Day. do
ignore the faces i'm making and i'm talking crap k hehe





i need a sleeping pill, pronto. later

Thursday, February 25

its fated by, Allah swt






YAY TO THE YAY!
i'm finally freeeee, for awhile. heh. add math paper was bullshitz too -.- ni rasa nk drop lagi ni. oh ya, again yesterday during Economics paper, there was ths small cicak behind me. i mean it was under the table the girl behind me, i immediantly screamed cicaaaak! ckgu khalid came and squashed it with his shoes. i was, okay jangan lh kejam sgt :o haha, then Lok secretly went behind my table and picked up the cicak and nearly threw it at me. yes, i fucking hate you for tht. hish

today got bck around 2.30, got ths pandu's meeting. so we all girls hanged while waiting for shahriel for the tee's we ordered. me likey it! sooo moving on, i went to my room for a fresh shower, i saw my door room closed. and guess wht its locked form inside -.- niceeeee kn, i tried every lock there was, and none of them worked. i slept at my brother's room due to lack of sleep lately. got up, saw the locksmith repairing my door. and he went back with my door knob to repair, so i'm knob-less right now. hahaha ok tk kelakar


when i was doing my add math paper, my english teacher came to me and whispered something so shockeeed. kak syira, i'm sorry for wht happen. condolence from all of us, kak. May Allah bless their souls and hope you recover soon. much love from zana xoxo

till then, love love

Tuesday, February 23

KAU SABAR JAP K!




yesterday was doing all good until tht particular someone had to prank and hearing my screaming early in the morning. as Agama's exam jst finished i went outside to take my bm and english's revision books to study. as i was walking in i saw lok was giving me ths smile. and i felt weird bcse me and him never smiles to each other. hahahha. so i was arranging the books on my table, suddenly i saw a small yucky cicak on my table, only my class know how loud i screamed. i nearly flipped the table, the minute i finished screaming i saw lok and amad giving high figh to each other. i knew it was him who pulled the prank. dude, kau tunggu la der, bak datang aku kene kau baliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik


btw, Accaunts was bullshit. sorry, but i'm still sad. i wished i had extra time, haih dugaan dugaan.


AND dania! if youre reading ths, no worries after exam we talk to each other k. be strong k love

Happy Birthday Old Peeps!

wow,so many of my friends are legal to get behind the wheels now -.- three of my my dearest friends jst turned 17 today and yesterday!

starting with,

EPA




he's on the left.known ths dude last year, well technically since form 3 but we've become buds since last year. the first impression of him, damn he has good hair, haha i'm sorta into guys with emo-ish style hair, so yeah. BUT i'm so not into him, god -.- he's one of the coolest dude i've met before, he's definitely our class clown, he has ths way to make people laugh. which, by far never failes by doing tht ;) i always get into a fight with him bcse of his bloody annoying attitude. ths time last year, i made a card specially for him and made the whole class full with their thoughts and signatures. we wrote WE LOVE YOU EPA! the minute i gave him, i can see how blush and appreciated he was. good times ay. so yeah, dude don't change a bit about you bcse youre perfect the way you are ;)


solihin,




he's definitely like my own personal brother in class. sometimes he calls me adik bcse of my height -.- he's a pretty much a lay back person, jst go with the flow, you know? haha. he always ask me to be his acting partner in any acting performance in school. haha, he always says, kita dua kan ada bakat :p one time, we acted in a scene being brothers and sisters fighting, at the stairs if i'm not mistaken and hell, i hv to say he's one good actor for sho. dgn mata, muka seriousnya, semua laah, ade masa hadapan cerah ni, ceeeh haha. so aite, keep up the skills aite! hehe


sya,




she;s wearing the soft pink tudung in the back.adorable defines her. seriously, she's adorable in all kind of way, the way she talks, the way she wiggles sometimes*haha the way she makes jokes. during last year, dinney,her,rahman and i went to the school library during school holiday. bcse dinney wanted to do pandu's service thingy, so we all tagged along. so we got kinda bored, we started talking about johnny depp in sweeney todd. we were saying how awesome the movie was. and i realised sya was being all quite and nodding of wht we're talking about. so i changed into a topic tht we all cn related to. i can't sure wht the topic is wht about, but i remembered out of no where, sya said with a blurred face


sya : oh ni cerita pasal johny yang gunting gunting tu ke?

*rahman and i stopped and looked at her and laughed like we're both was a kid on a sugar rush

zana : dh tuka topik tau sya, dh tuka lama dh, haha
sya : ooooooooooooooh hihi kita mane tahu lah!

haih, so adorable do. happy 17 k babe! :)


so May Allah Bless you all k! ;)

Friday, February 19

since i wont be updating tht much for the upcoming week i made a list of random stuff about me, haha i thought of doing ths when i was having my breakfast ths morning.. so yeah






15 RANDOM STUFF


1. i get pissed when people tend to not believe my age
2. i cn still handle two face bitchs but copycats is something i can't tolerate
3. most of my school stuffs are in leopard and zebra prints
4. i hated math since i was in standard 2, and still at ths moment, the feeling never changes
5. i hv ths happy dance when i'm excited or boring which i call, the dance shuffle. hahaha
6. my favorite colours are electric blue, sunny yellow and magenta pink
7. people says my significant trademark is my tremondus loud sneeze
8. i judge a great movie based on my goosebumps
9. when i go to a restaurant or a place to eat, i never had the thought of looking at the menu, i will order lamb chop and ice lemon tea, as always
10.sometimes i miss the fact to be loved again
11. marykate olsen has been my icon since i was 9 years old
12. my ideal of an outfit is a a baggy sweater, a pair of liquid latex pants and a pair of 6 inch heels
13. cats and cockroaches is definitely a no-no for me, prefer snakes!
14. most of the people i hang with are really tall, so people label me as the short one
15. my english teacher says i hv a filipino accent
16. last but no least, no i don't have a facebook account haha



hihi, so gonna head to the books now. byeeeeeeeeeeee xx

till then, love love

Now put your hands up!




morning peopleeeeeeeeeeeee! .haha terlebih gula kn, first time ni bgn awal. haha -.-its 9.23 am, jst got back from jogging with adik. the last time i had a good run outside was 3 years ago? haha, masa merentas desa. good timees,good times. had breakfast with dad, he's off to work now.

feeling the morning breeze is goood, i didnt knew my neighbours do tht every morning. i mean, its better to sleep in your comfortable sheets tau thn walking and sweating yourself. haha, but i need tht once in awhile. i've been soo lazy ths week. staying indoors, not knowing the nature outside. can't wait for next week, its gonna be a full schedule with kawad and softball training, not mentioning my sports day is next sunday which is 28 feb. so kepada yg tak malu kene halau tu, sila sila lah dtg ye. haha

suprise suprise fauzan texted me last night, haha pelik tiba tiba. he's now with ths singaporean chick. nice! xx


and to you, yes i'm pissed at you if thts you wanted to hear all ths time, bukan kau tapi dia

Thursday, February 18

You look so deep, it humbles me




when i was browsing through my pencil box looking fr my liquid, i saw a writing on my little note pad. if you can't see it cleary, it writes

zana jangan lupa kita tau!
i will always be your friend! -raja =)

me too! - danny :)


aw, so sweet. missing you guys already. talking about them, last afternoon, danny texted me saying tht the day before he went to watch percy jackson and the lightning thief. i think thts the name of the movie? haha. 82.49% of my friends had watch tht. haha, kidding much. many said the story is a bit like harry potter, with all the magical stuff. and most of them only wanted to see their boyfriend up in the screen :p i must say logan lerman is a definitely one fineee hunky. but no worries justin bieber, you will always be my only one :) haha. might be seeing tht after my feb test of course, my dad and brother likes those kind of movie.


jst got off the phone with fifa. talked about certain things tht has been bugging us lately. haihz. i don't know why, but i kept receiving the same questions at formspring such as, do you miss me? i miss you zana. who do you miss the most? err -.-


Hit me like a ray of sun






i've been spending the past few days with the family, makes me realise we dont do tht often the past years, everybody is busy. everbody has their own life to look up to. everbody has their own problem to handle. i'm lucky to have a strong bond with the family, yes every family has their ups and down. we definitely have ours. but through out the day, no matter wht shit comes in the way, i know tht their the only one standing beside me no matter wht.


I miss my friends, especially the classmates. i miss every morning hearing them already screaming at the back of the class, hearing them singing, talking about all crappy and nonsense stuff. talking about the class, last friday our class got called by the principle. we were all*especially me got the goosebumps. i'm the not-so-the-cool-type when i comes to going to the principle office or wht stuff. so she said some stuff tht should not be mention here :p got me realise, stop fooling around,already! spm is like 200 + days away, i need tht fucking scholarship, i really do. and i want to persue my dreams jst like my dear mom :)


feb test is next week and i've been paying extra attention on Agama and Bm due to not have tuiton on those subjects. might be shifting to Math, Add Math and Sej later. i've been studying alot with ze lil brother. he sucks at BM, haha so everyday us both learn all kinds of new peribahasa. so i asked him to give me a peribahasa tht he knows, and he gave me" bagai orang buta mendapat tongkat" and i was like? weh wujud ke tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? he might be true, who knows. haha never heard of tht before tho -.-


Jaz jst texted saying the seminar add math is full, aaaaaaaaaaa :( so sad, dh semangat nk masuk. Dania asked me out tomorrow, she wants to see Valentines day, her boyfriend is in it, so yeah, she's all excited ;p haha. still not sure am going or not.


till then, love love

Sunday, February 14

the day tht everybody are waiting for except me



woke up by listening Good Girls Gone Bad by Cobra Starship blasting from the phone, i was busy dreaming about paramore. haha seriously, i dreamt tht met hayley, her hair was bruinette, we had tons of fun until tht someone disturbed my dream fantasy -.- yed called, he apologised of wht he did. he's not the type who apologise so yeah ;p as i was walking to the door, i realize there was something for me on the table. dad bought a bunch of red and yellow roses and a box of famous amos for me, aw ;) mom got a bigger one tho, haha but it was still yet precious to me. thnks bapak



Iqbal jst texted, he asked when to go karaoke again, i kinda miss tht political dude. haha, Uncle Lan jst called, their whole family are coming, yaaaay my fav cousins are coming. have to prepare for everything downstairs. gtg

oh and i wish happy vday for those lovey mushy couples out there hehe :D


till then love love

one day to go





lst night went to victoria station for dinner with the whole family, its been ages us 5 went dinner together ;) the minute we wanted to ordered, it immediantly BLACKOUT. some people were screaming, some people were giggling at first. i thought they were trying to prank us or something but find out it got something to do with the electric circuit. after 20 minutes looong waiting, the light went on back. truth to be told, it blackout 3 times. haha -.- had a good laugh with the family. the minute we stepped out heading to the car, the fireworks were blasting exactly infront of us. it was absolutely magical, i hugged my brother. gave him a peck on the cheek saying, i know you miss me dude, he said "benda tak aw, haha" siooot :p drove to taman Tar to my dad's friend house. the houses there were wicked, no joke. maybe i'll be living there. who knows? Insyaallah :-) got back around 12, and played the game Worms with adik. haha, i lost the second time we played, but i love tht game


tht evening, i was in my room, until i heard my dad calling from downstairs. actually, my dear pet rabbit, Lala has been gone missing for a few days, the day i knew he wasnt in his cage, i cried like fuck. but i didnt told anyone bcse i know Lala will always find his way back home but unfortunately it didnt :( so left Lily all alone. poor her, she didnt eat, she didnt play like she always used to, she's just .. lonely. so back to the story, dad bought us a new rabbit which looks EXACTLY 100% like Lala used to look like. it has orange patches, ths birthmark on his ear and his extremly long nails. dad told tht he went to the pet store wanting to find fish food but he saw ths particular rabbit which looks like Lala. the owner of the shop told, a few days ago, someone found Lala and sold him at ths pet store. fuck you sapa yang curi, heh -.- so hugged lala as tightly as i can, i brought him to Lily, and you can see how much happy she is. god knows how much i love them both


Valentine oooh Valentine, sigh

Saturday, February 13

Happy Chinese New Year! :D

yesterday was awesomeeeee. school was fun, well of course it was, its the last day of schoool :( ceh padahal 1 minggu je cuti kn, but whateves, finally i can wake up late babyyy. i've been waiting fr ths days to come, hehe. it was a bit hectic tht day bcse i was the treasurer of the class, so around 3 teachers told to raise money for the paper homeworks they photostat as homeworks for us. so i have tu run here and there to find the teachers to give the money and take the homeworks. the thng tht made me pissed tht they were not in the teacher's room. so i hv to rushed class to class to find them, and time was ticking to 12.30 pm. finished all the thng by 12.25. and i as sweating like a pig, no joke.

since Vday is coming up, and i hv nobody, absolutely nobody to celebrate it with, then at one point it hit me. nobody? don't thnk so, i have those awesome girlfriends beside me to celebrate it with. so i made something for Faa and Leya. put ths big love shaped card on it and secretly hide it under their desk. the minute they arrived in class, i went straaaight to solihin, to act like its not from me. it took them around 5 minutes to discover the thng i gave, haha.dorang tk perasan -.- they were like awwwww, and called my name wanting to thank. and us three hugged each other tightly. its like our daily routine to do tht. hehe. oh ya, dinney made ths Valentine Sandwich for me. haha comel kn? bcse i ordered a chocolate lolipop for her, and she loveeed it. she said, she made the sandwich with love. aaaww :') haha loves you dude

in the bus was loud, today was a bit loud bcse i have my dudes, Jaz, Fit and Man also. i only can go back with them on friday :( Luke and Nik were being extra-extra-annoying tht day, saying. "Eh Hi zana, Eh Hi zaed, Eh hi zana, Eh hi zaed". rasa nk lempang pun ada sebenarnya. haha -.- and to all the people who starred at me, its not my fault, the bus was so loud tht i had to shout to talk to the person beside me. hihi

at 2, went to pasar seni with dinney to take the tee's we ordered. bummed into Soh and Fatin in the bus, soh bangga gila pegi sembahyang jumaat. haha -.- tk dpt nk kerek dgn dia for one whole week, haihz. in the bus, suprise suprise bummed into Beduuuuul. he gave me the latest updates about him bcse the last time i saw him, was October last year i guess? we only communicate through myspace since he finished school. i wore a magenta pink tee and a pair of washed acid jeans and a brown vintage bag. it matches with dinnney's bag. wht a coincidence kn :D the shop was a bit far from the lrt so we had to walk for about 15-20 mintes to get there. the minute i arrived, i was blindsided by the stuff they wre selling, baaags, necklace, jeans and wicked tee's. shahriel was the guy who was incharge of the tee's we ordered. damn, i have to say, his one of a kind. he has ths sense of humor, he sells almost everthing, from tee's, buttons, bags, caps and so on, to top tht he even invented the logo for the band Flop Poppy. he worked with so many talented and famous artist and even worked with runways, topshop and f21. he's just ths rock and roll dude who eats popcorn chicken as his ideal meal for a diet. haha. met ths other cool dude, tony. one thng is for sure, i definetly made him smile, shah and chichi were saying he's the type who hardy smile. and they gave me two thumbs up for finally making him give a nice warm smile to people. hehe. had a blast in their store. otw back, dinney and i stopped at ths culture shop. bought ourself each a batik fan. mine was ths abstract brown and glittering golden fan, she bought a cream and medallion brown batik fan.

the last time i went out with dinney was last year which is bad bcse we've been besties for a whole solid 8 years, we used to go out together almost everywhere, swimming, outing with the peeps, eating at kedai mamak. but we hardly do tht these days and a outing with her definitely shows to me, how much i miss her.

got back around 7, my uncle stopped by to discuss some business thingy with ze father. my house ball rang around 9.30 pm, we all have no clue who it was. i heard someone downstairs yelling abang jeb balikkkkk! i quickly ran downstairs and gave him a big hug. and wont let him go, he was," zana lepas laaah, abang dh penat ni, haha" . its been 3 month not seing him, maybe its not tht long, but i miss him like hell, seriously. i never been apart with him tht long. we used to be so close, he's like my partner in crime until he got into a pilot school in Kota Bharu. glad tht he's back, but he'll be flying back ths monday. siiigh

OH YAAAAAAAAAAAA, i saw a poor little bird infront of my house porch when i got back. it barely can fly bcse of his wing. so i gave it some food, and release it in the backyard. i call it, Bernard, haha bcse it was so cute :D



Tuesday, February 9

Brace to the face






woah, i haven't been updating tht much, its not like i don't have any interesting to tell, i do but i don't know how to tell. bcse i get too excited over some stuff tht i'll start blabbering nonsense. haha, so baik tkyah bagitahu kan. soo, yesterday went to the dentist at HUKM. usually ze mom picks me up to send me there but she's handeling ths exams for the students at the University so i went with a cab tht my mom ordered the night before. the taxi took me up around 3 and arrived there around 3.30 pm

today is the first time i'm wearing those getah thingy(people who wears braces only knows). and yes, IT HURTS LIKE HELL :( i'm starving since last night,only ate chicken porridge and some butter bread. bapak was being all "i never knew braceface should be through ths kind of torture -.-" haha, yed called tht evening. he barely understands wht i'm blaberring about.haha. its kinda hard to talk with the getah thingy. danny told to change the colour of my braces from dark turquoise to fuschia pink! :D so i did it, and i'm lovin it, looks like barbie tho. hehe


i was kinda shocked wht ths friend of mine told me today. people are becoming meaner and meaner by the day. haih, anyways got back late bcse of add math's extra class. raja crack me up in the bus, haha takpee still sayang kaaaau :) and i was being all excited bcse ths boy on the bus has ths like greenish-greyish eyes.

Zana : weh weh weh, you pakai contact eh?
Boy : *made ths suspicious face bcse we never talked to each other before* oh err, bukan pakai contact lah
Zana : HAH? so natural ah?
Boy : Yeap* and smiled
Zana : SUMPAH?
Boy : sumpah
Zana : SUMPAH, SUMPAH?
Boy : haha, ye sumpah lah
Zana : wht about youre hair? msti you coloured youre hair kn?
Boy : nope, natural too
Zana : HAH? SUMPAAH?
Boy : haha YEES, SUMPAH!
Zana : thts cooool

he said he was mix malay portugis or something, didnt heared him tht clear. Nicee. oh ya tht day, i saw danny at school's assembly, i gave him ths biiiig smile and waved at him. and he immediently gave me ths really dull face and hardly smiling and walked away, just-like-that. me and leya thought he was angry at us or something. in class, he immediantly came to me from behind and whispered" i'm sorry tau, Na" . i almost startled and almost smacked him. haha. he said he's tummy was hurting so bad, he didnt felt well, haha no hal lah ;p

can't wait for valentine's day movie!


till then, love love

Saturday, February 6

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY





still dripping wet, my jersey is fuckep up soaked, exhausted like hell,my hair is a mess, to top tht, i'm off to shah alam in a couple of minutes, nicee. currently drinking hot milo and a sausage sandwich to cure the coldness. the lightning is louuuuud outside :l I SPENT 13 HOURS IN SCHOOL TODAY, NO JOKE. got ths sekolah ganti, and after tht went to kawad practise and straaaight to softball. the thing is, everything was fine, well of course i was kinda tired, but i ignored the feeling and to make the day more "fun" it rained like hell. everybody was running towards the side field and i was kinda pissed it rained bcse i tend to walk back home. i sulked at ths friend of mine, and the coach and some seniors were watching me and laughed telling me to chill. haha embarrassed much?


Rah told her purse was gone missing, i tried to help her to find it. Amir was being so sweet, using his softball glove to cover my head from the rain ;) walked back in the fucking rain with syira, raja, guia, shey, rman, win win, radzi and faiz. ha ambik kau ramai gila. haha, all were soaked wet, it was kinda fun. took some pictures and videos too. hehe.


had a long talk with rah after recess. its been ages since we talked like tht, i mean one to one. were always on the phone. it got me realise, i have to stop take things for granted. everytime i get ths special thing or someone special, i will become ths type of person who doesnt give a shit at all, and in the end, ill be the one criying my heart out.


i'm heading to shah alam later, mak jst called, she's coming around 20 mintes to pick us up. off to my warm bath now, wow tht sound goooooood, and go get ready, later alligatorrz

Wednesday, February 3

why am i feeling like ths?




currently watching Beauty and the Geek, my fav is definetly John, adorable muuuch ;) jst finished Math hw, wanting to take a nap, but its already late evening :( came late to school today, like-9.30-late, aaah, i felt like dying, i'm dehydrate and sick. the minute i arrived at the science lab, i heard the boys saying, eh datang rupanya budak kecik ni -.- emir told someone was searching for me tht morning



"nasib baik zana datang, sunyi gila pagi tadi" by danny


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Monday, February 1

Barely talking





i hv a massive headache, my tummy hurts real bad, i can barely move. the minute i arrived home, there their was, my mom and brother greeting me from upstairs. i was kinda weird seeing them here. i mean at-home, where-they-should-be-at-work-and-school -.- i forgot tht mom got ths cuti Wilayah thingy and my brother is sick. the whole family is not feeling very well, i don't know about my father bcse he's at kampung now, but i hope he's not feeling the same way :l someone told me a look a bit high today, hahaha. i didnt hv the energy to talk tht much.

i canceled my softball and tuiton today bcse i felt like vomiting all day long. i need a long nape, asap



till then, love love